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"harvey is probably going to utilize it the most" well even as I feel somewhat called out I think your wrong just because I always have a lot to say ain't mean I'm going to actually say anything about it, really I'm almost not allowed to--
besides I really cant say anything when ik who can see these!! unfortunately I don't have a safe place to talk about what I feel, or what I think, or what I want and I have never,,, Its frustrating and boy is it isolating I am alone all the way through I just about know no one outside my system, I dislike most of not all of the main hosts friends, and worst of all as if things couldn't be harder for me I am trapped with the one thing I've wanted since Ive known of my existence yet cannot, can never have and I cannot do anything but just let it happen--
I was already forced into not being me and now I just about don't exist my words didn't mean anything to anyone before and I feel they definitely mean nothing to no one now ---
so yeah I probably wont use this very much if at all from this point forward and if I do well shrug -harvey
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WOOF WOOF WOOF BARK BARK BARK
Mar. 24th, 2025 09:29 pmimimimimimimimim I'm a dog I am just a dog like what I'm a dog I'm a silly little dog with silly little dog brain I can do NO wrong Im dog WOOF dog bark dog imim dog
I am puppy what dog?? well a borzoi DUHHHHH I'm a dog
but also get this I'm I'm a rat I'm a litty silly rat I do little silly rat things I'm just like a small rat small cute rat thing I am rat I am dog what if i was a rat dog who knows I like being rat and I like being dog
YAYYAYAYAY
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AAHHHHHHHH /pos
Mar. 23rd, 2025 10:16 pmso my bf did infact come over AND IT WAS SOY FUN I WAS VRY HAPPY!!!
we didn't do much bc we never do much bc there's never much to do BUT we did cuddle and get ice cream together and that was niceβ
,,, I really need to plan a date with him like a going out out kinda date iddk maybe like going to get food and eating it at the park there is not very much to do in my small town so idrk about date ideas...........
BUT ANYWAY BF CAME OVER I WAS VERY HAPPY TO SPEND TIME WITH HIM CANT WAIT TO SEE HIM TMMR OKAY BYYE AHH
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Talk Talk Talk
Mar. 23rd, 2025 12:51 pmFirst time using this thing tbh I ain't got a clue on how anything works but my Fren kinda put me on this and it seems cool so why not I'm just gonna use it as another diary/journal,, I don't think I'm gonna use it much like my main more or less I feel I shouldn't my main is just a normal notebook and there I put like I'd say 'more curserning' stuff Ig a lot is just rambal about shitty stuffing think or feeeel..... ignore all the shitty Grammar btw </3
anyway talk
my bf is supposed to come over today and I'm veeeerrrryyy happy about that but I keep getting this feeling he's gonna end up canceling for some reason and if that dose happy I will be very less happy but really less happy like crash out I will crash out if he cancels on me istg
but if doesn't YAYY!!1!!1!!!
we wont do much when he gets here bc we never do much bc there ain't much to do but I have some money now so I was maybe thinking we could walk somewhere and grab a late lunch bc its already like almost 1 soo
idk where we will go I'll have to look for some coupons and go from there bc we always have a lot its very helpful
idk what else to write tbh so I'm gonna stoppp,,,,,,,,,
I SWEAR IF HE CANCELS I WILL CRASH OUT SOMEONE WILL GET SHOT AND MORE LIKELY THEN NOT THAT SOMEONE WILLLLLL BE ME
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